Pseudo Relationship

I love unconditionally, because I cannot put a price tag on my heart.

My love is priceless.

Sometimes people think that they can have it for free, toying with it or simply take it for granted just because I have never asked for something in return.

I do not understand how can a simple gesture of affection can be shrouded in the darkness of your heart? How do you put value on kindness? I know how does it feel to be lonely and I don't want the person I care about to feel the same.

What you don't know is that every time I give you something, I also give you a piece of me, a pinch of my heart, a tablespoon of my soul and a cup of my love...

Sometimes it hurts so much. And most people say that I am a blatant idiot for loving you who is not worthy of my time, my attention, my look, my love, my life, my brain, my whole being. I wish I can give you the universe, the sun, the moon, the stars, but I can only give what is mine to give..my heart. It is mine to give to whoever I like.

I choose my own path, and I believe this is my path to a place called home. I am not asking you to come home with me but at least you know that you already have the key to open the door.

(By the way my sayang, you can have the most brilliant mind among all others but sometimes you can hardly understand what I am saying. What I meant by "home" is where your heart is, not a house. So you don't need a GPS or google map to find it).