Happy Birthday to Me

Lilu took this picture on my birthday dinner this year.

A 40 something woman, with lots of baggage to carry.
A woman that men can hardly understand.
A woman that some other women hate to their bones with no apparent reasons.

Is she happy?
Does she have someone special in her life?
Has she reached her goals?
Does anyone love her for who she is?
Does anyone understand who she really is?
Is that really a smile from her heart or she just expertly making it up just to fool the whole world including herself?
Who is she waiting for?