The Voice of Silence

I could feel a sharp pang hits my chest,
The smell of coffee and ocean were lingering inside my mind,
Unwelcome tears were falling down without any warning.
Today I have realized that was the day when my past and my future collide.

I let go off my past a day after we met,
A day after all promises were said but never been done.

But how do you expect me to forget and let you go, my future bae?
If I have to died a thousand times,
every time I try?