The Pain

"You don't need me, you have never ever needed me.

You have no respect. You should not working so hard, earned that much while I am staying at home waiting for you. 

You should not have so many good looking, successful friends that only remind me of my sinking ship. I am suppose to be the captain of my ship, woman!

That's why I was so angry at you.
So angry that I want to destroy you.
I want you to kneel down to your knees & beg for mercy as your repayment for being such a strong, smart woman. An alpha female.

I have to teach you to see and understand my pain as your husband...through yours.
When you feel the pain, you must remember that I mean well.

#No more bullying. No more nightmares. No more pain. No more tears#